76 Degrees

Once again it's a beautiful day in Irvine, California, no surprise there. Although the last few days have been a bit ugly, the temperature is perfect and it seems wonderful.  I've come to realize something though.

I've become dependent upon things to liven parties up. Fuck, why is that? And I've lost all my self-control. I've also realized people's characters are not what they seem.  I was becoming a socialite, but I can see now that these people may be more than I have ever bargained for.  I'm becoming... something I'm not comfortable with anymore.