Making it

I got it again, I just had to get a reminder of what I'm doing.  You sometimes have no idea.  When I fall, I fall. Before, back when I was stuck in the "bubble"  I was constantly pushed around so I knew what I was doing all the time.  Here, there's so much freedom; the exact thing I had craved for.  

I found myself again,

and this time, in the state of freedom.