Knowing Truth

What I seek is to understand and what I seek to understand is the truth.  What baffles me is if I will ever truly know the truth and if I am for certain that it is real and worth it.  

What sparked me to understand the truth is because of the damn movie Moulin Rouge!  Stupid little movie and its sad ending.  Damn it to hell.  Christian's little life lesson from Toulouse was... "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."