The Prayer

"Forgive me Father for I have sinned."

I know that I do wrong, but repenting is where I fail. Somehow though, I question if my soul can be saved.

Expiration Date

Am I odd for putting an expiration date on certain aspects of life? Does it sound ridiculous that I am too cold hearted towards others, or that I simply lack enough empathy? I feel that my internecine actions are the significant factors that destroy everything I do. I am, self-destructive. I enjoy the pain as much I despise it. It is not that I do not want to hurt others because of my state of my mind but I desperately cling to the drama that love possesses. I am infatuated with the wreckage of love in any form. I am simply selfish.