Bad GF

That's what I usually end up as. I guess it's time I analyze what people have been saying to me. It's either they're right and I'm wrong, or their words mean nothing. He thinks I've been doing enough, but when I look at it, maybe everyone is right.

I'm thinking about taking some time off from being in Irvine. Should I go back home for a week?

I want to dig a hole

I want to dig a hole. I'm not kidding with you; I want to dig a hole and hide all the emotions bottled up within me. I always do this. I embarrass myself till I don't want to socialize. I kindI of just want to hide from everyone and everything because I tend to fuck up anyway. I know I'm going to fuck up soon. I know I'm gonna regret the single action I will do. I am a fuck up, an asinine prick, and I'm definitely a windbag.

So where's confident Michelle? Where's the girl who thinks she can do anything?
She's trying to dig a hole.