simply and utterly, defunkified to be "jealous."
God, I've reached an all-time low. And it's the stupidest kinda jealousy too.
It's like saying I'm jealous that you hang out and eat peanut butter all day. Gee, let me join please? Hahah. Now I'm losing my mind as I procrastinate away.
We fight a lot. I've become like this stupid person I know: bipolar. I've become bipolar. Angry one hour, happy the next. But with good reason. Anger builds up, talk/argument, then it goes on away and I'm chill again.
I wish it wasn't so, wish I had patience, essence of purity.
I wish I let things flow.
I want to visit a temple soon.
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